Wherever I looked, things seemed far
No one seemed near, war without war
Get up, wake up wake up before its too late
... take it on, from the beginning begin again
..wake up before its late, to try the love again, forget the hate!
Numerous numerous times. From worse things I learn. And move on, dusting away the hatred it covers me with. Not be affected, not be deluded ... if you fall, get up get up, and dont look back
*** This is not after some event 'outside', I have been checking my disposition. Replacing thoughts of conceit, with love. Love as a disposition, I will not harm, I will not hurt, I will not be ignorant, even in high stakes, tough times. One starts loving oneself, giving space to learn, love evokes space to learn. Replaces all other preoccupations and giving way to concentration, samyak concentration. It takes a lot of time and numerous numerous efforts, it seems ... until of course, when it returns fruits. Until then, tough situations outside come as a blessing to test ur equanimity and balance, stronger the capacity to love, better stocked u r for tough times. With this, learning and rejuvinating, u progress inside and outside.
It is easy to forget I'll die, I'll fall sick..effort has to be 'right effort' not some madness, time is precious :)
