Wednesday, March 2, 2011

Do emotions touch you?

Touch is only symbolic here. You will know you are detached when emotions do not 'touch' you

Quicksand


What is it to truly be unbiased and completely loving towards oneself and others – in practical terms?

Sigh! Overtime, many times I tried to completely forgive, the key was in observing the bodily sensations without bias.

I notice that when one is observing the nature of sensation, cognition too undergoes change. It is no longer possible to observe these sensations as ‘pain’ or ‘pleasure’ – these no longer hold as 'constructs'.

Closer to the nature of reality the mind automatically observes sensations as heat, pressure/lightness, and fluidity etc. – four elements.


Do not resist 'pain' or memory of 'pain'
One useful tip that helped me here be unbiased (was strong morality and simplistic view of things)was to not resist . Let it come up and clear off, as you watch it umoved as sensations-mere sensations. Do not deny its occurence trying to create multiple versions of your reality, because the body (or the mind) is in witnessing a state, and the effective way to just be mindful of that state to not be in denial, simultaneously the effective way to not give ‘in’ to that state and not habitually/compulsively act on it is to be detached (kind of tricky). Middle way exactly- yes! Such maginificent proportions of factors in middle way I had never imagined before, as if a middle way between two worlds:)


Quicksan metaphor (Quicksand akin to 'suffering'/woeful state)
Much like quicksand, do not fumble too much in misery, carefully move out of the state. Even as you swim through it to come out giving up resistance is like giving up nervousness and fumbling of being in quicksand. Calm and tranquility assist you to ‘act’ wisely and decision to start making your way instead of just throwing your limbs around undirected, assisted by energy, right actions and hope, you to safe land-Refuge.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Wow

My mind is loaded with delusion - and its delightful how am observing it, wading it.

Its difficult and sometimes overwhelms, myriad things, and my head peeps up and out of the water ever so frequently now.

There is a slight undercurrent of amusement, I never faced the familiar delusion with greater humor (if not better 'calm')

Much lv

Knowing

My status message the past few days:

Knowing spreads like flood, far and wide. And the old river disappears into oblivion.


Current status:

Not seeking comfort, there is ceasing of desire. For the one not seeking comfort, there is no discomfort.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Mind Feed

I do not like to feed the mind.

Ignorance feeds the mind.

Denying the feed, keeps the mind lean and clean.


Happy

PS
I try not to feed the mind on thoughts.

Ignorance feeds the mind.

Denying the feed, keeps the mind lean and clean.


Happy

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Song

To not go where the call is from
to not be in any place they call 'home'

To wander alone under the sky
to stop, pause and question the 'why'

To not go where the call is from
to not be in any place they call 'home'

Sing the sacred song
to not be the singer, but the song

To not go where the call is from
to not be in any place they call 'home'


To not just 'do' here
to 'be' just everywhere

To not go where the call is from
to not be in any place they call 'home'

Ahh is it this space that they call is love
in the space below, and in space above

To not go where the call is from
to not be in any place they call 'home'

To not listen to the 'want', to not live the call of fear
to just efficiently be, and yet not hold anything dear

To not go where the call is from
to not be in any place they call 'home'

To be , just be, just be
ya to be, just be, just be

Friday, February 11, 2011

Becoming the Universe

If you dont know meditation, you might have to be a little sympathetic for me to read this post :P

So I start from the middle of somewhere:

This morning as I sat at the tip of the yoga mat, waiting and relaxing before the yoga, my mind began investigating.

Lot of pressing things, yet my mind would choose 'space'

and continue something I begin thinking about during a pee-break at work, as I looked up at nothing as and wondered about 'nothingness'

aware.
Quoting Albert Einstein
A human being is a part of a whole, called by us 'universe', a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest... a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty.





Now, continuing with the theme of the last couple of posts, nothingness expanse, less defilements (delusion) and back to me sitting at the edge of yoga mat. Sitting and exploring.

When there are little defilements, there no 'bends', the mind becomes expansive.